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Hold Strong by Gilrandir-Adrea, literature

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Hold Strong

I mustn't waver, must not give in to horrible temptation. I don't want to disturb him, or make him uncomfortable. I've already caused enough damage with my staring at him pretty much constantly, and trying to be too close. He needs space and time. I do as well, though some part disagrees. I can do this though, I've gotten through 4 days. I only need to interact with him twice a week. Yet, when will he feel comfortable enough to start talking to me again? I will hold out until he is ready.

Heaven by Gilrandir-Adrea, literature

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Heaven

It is such a cliche, but being in your arms was like heaven. I felt safe, I felt wanted, I almost felt loved. When you held me, I felt like nothing, nothing at all, could bring me down. Yet, quite obviously, something did. Heaven crashed around me. Ironically enough, it was you. So I broke down in your arms, which have now held me through laughter and tears, but no more. Not with those emotions behind them at least. Just Friends, and nothing more.

Obsession by Gilrandir-Adrea, literature

Two Roads by Gilrandir-Adrea, literature

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Two Roads

Two roads lie before me. One scarce more than a trail, the other close to highway standards. Which would be the better one for me? Conventional wisdom would say, 'take the beaten path for surety lies beside it.' Yet, is that what I truly want? Security and something given? The selfish part of me says yes, but I can't humor her forever, and once I go down a road, I don't think I can change course. Though how do I know that the small footpath will lead to happiness? What if it is an unhappy ending? What if I get lost, and can't find the path again? No one can tell me either, for that's cheating. Warring thoughts battle ins

Soundtrack by Gilrandir-Adrea, literature

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Soundtrack

In the movies it's so easy to know when something bad is going to happen. The dramatic music is the cue for danger to approach. Yet in reality, no such soundtrack exists. Nothing to warn you away or to give you forewarning. Nothing to say, 'close your eyes' or 'cover your ears'. Of course the characters never hear the music, unless it's a bad parody. Wouldn't it be nice though, if the music could warn you whenever bad things come?

Colors by Gilrandir-Adrea, literature

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Colors

Where have the colors gone? The bright, vivid, and even blinding colors? I never noticed them leaving. They slowly drained away, leaving only the monochrome behind. They did it so slowly, I never noticed, until it was too late. I was too blind, preferring my fantasies to the actualities. But even my dreams have lost their brilliant colors. I have no escape this time. I don't even know how to bring color back. Would they even come back, for the sake of someone who never appreciated them, until it was far too late?

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United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Current Residence: My couch, Colorado
deviantWEAR sizing preference: A women's medium I guess...
Favourite genre of music: Rock, though I like most others
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Skin of choice: ...my own?
Favourite cartoon character: would you consider anime 'cartoon'? if so, then probably Sakura from Naruto or Katara from
Personal Quote: If you choose to end it now, then you'll never know what happens tomorrow...

Favourite Movies

Lord of the Rings

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

alice nine.; The GazettE; Duel Jewel; The Academy Is...; Cobra Starship; Linkin Park; etc.

Favourite Writers

Sugar-FreeHolocaust

Favourite Games

Third Age or other RPGs

Favourite Gaming Platform

Game Cube or Playstation 2

Tools of the Trade

Pencil, Pen, Nikon Camera, or HP digital camera

Other Interests

books; videogames; music; hanging with friends; taking pictures; writing; etc.

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Gilrandir-Adrea

Apr 11, 2011

....woah

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so...it's been over a year since I updated, whether with a post or a new deviation. I just...haven't gotten into it lately. I've been busy/life's just been shitty and yet awesome at times. Overall though I haven't been incredibly depressed enough to write poetry/haven't had any inspiration for it. Although I have been depressed...as I am now on anti-depressants. I want to try to write again sometime soon I hope. I'm sorry everyone, if there is anyone who still wants to read anything I post.

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Gilrandir-Adrea

Nov 13, 2009

WAH BREAK XD

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So...it's been a super long time eh? I've been very busy with all sorts of crap. School work, clubs, work, games, boyfriend, ex-boyfriend drama, having fun, etc. I'm just about to finish my 3rd class/block of my freshman year of college. This one hasn't been going so well, but I think I'll be able to pull a B. I just finished writing the paper for it, which was really easy. It's Macroeconomics btw. My first was Astronomy, and I managed an A-, and my second was Chemistry in the Natural World and I got an A in that. My next class is Asian Philosophy, a 300 level philosophy course, so let's hope that goes well XD. Then I have Stagecraft, which

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Gilrandir-Adrea

Aug 22, 2009

College College College

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So, I haven't updated in 8 months or so haha. Today is the big day. I'm leaving Colorado and heading off to Cornell College in Iowa. I move-in on Tuesday and classes start the next monday. So, I hope everyone has a great week-end while I'll be stuck in the car the next two days XD