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So...it's been a super long time eh?

I've been very busy with all sorts of crap. School work, clubs, work, games, boyfriend, ex-boyfriend drama, having fun, etc.

I'm just about to finish my 3rd class/block of my freshman year of college. This one hasn't been going so well, but I think I'll be able to pull a B. I just finished writing the paper for it, which was really easy. It's Macroeconomics btw. My first was Astronomy, and I managed an A-, and my second was Chemistry in the Natural World and I got an A in that. My next class is Asian Philosophy, a 300 level philosophy course, so let's hope that goes well XD. Then I have Stagecraft, which will fulfill my fine arts credit. Then is Russian 101, which will be a lot of fun I hope. Then Big Screen Rome, a classics course, that will also be my writing course, plus it's in the Pfeiffer Classroom (my dorm), so that's awesome. Then Russian 102, yay! Finally, I have Gods, Goddesses, and Cults of the Roman World, another classics class, which looks so awesome!

I'm in a ton of clubs. I'm treasurer of Costumer's Guild, which is fun...money haha...Then I'm in Sanctuary, and Slick Shoes, though haven't been going lately. Then I have Consoles and Desktops, which is the videogame club. Then Medieval Renaissance Club, or MeRC, which is cool. Then is C & G or Chess and Games, which is just epic and fun. So many things have happened that...ahh it's too much to describe in one thing haha.

So I work at the library, which is freaking awesome. I'm in the circulation department, so I get to check stuff in and out and stuff. I just started working one of the late night shifts, from 9pm to midnight, on Mondays. I'm the only underclassman to do one of those shifts, so I feel really proud of myself XD I also work during lunch time and starting next block, in the morning, as I don't have morning class.

I'm in two RP games. One is Vampire: The Masquerade, and the other is a 4th age Lord of the Rings one. They are both awesome, though Vampire is somewhat more serious and more intense in the role playing aspect, while the LotR is more cracky and entertaining.

So...I had a boyfriend...for 10 days heh. He is a senior here, and physics major. I met him playing Apples to Apples during the orientation week. He was saying that he wanted to go eat sushi, and I was like...'I have a car...' and so we had sushi and it was very yummy sushi haha. Then, he turns out to be the mentor for my Astronomy class, which was ironic. So I don't really see him much for the next week, except at meals...and then the Friday was the first C&G meeting, which I went to. The motion for Recess was a movie called My Pet Zombie. I ended up putting my head on his shoulder during the movie, and then afterwards we went to his room and watched japanese videos until quarter to 4. We were cuddling the whole time. Then I asked if I could stay, since I didn't want to walk all the way back to my dorm that early. He said sure, and then we were both in his bed, cuddling, which...I didn't really find strange at all. While we were just cuddling, I for some reason decided to kiss his cheek, and then we proceeded to lightly make out. That was my first kiss haha. Then I asked what this was, and he asked me what I wanted it to be, and I said I would like to be his girlfriend, and he said he would like that. SO, that's how it started. And it was great for the time but then at the end of the next week I ended up getting tonsillitis, and couldn't go on my first date, which made me super depressed. But he started getting distant that weekend anyways. That Monday, he broke up with me, as he said he didn't feel anything like that towards me, and he felt me getting more attached, which I was. Man I was depressed. Plus, it was only like 5 days before my birthday haha. Anyways, I then moved into a strange state where I thought I was fine, but I still wanted to hang around him, thus making things quite awkward. I finally snapped myself out of it about halfway through October, and started avoiding him. I've gotten a lot better, and things have gotten better between us, but we'll see next block, as we have the same class. Plus, it hurts when he doesn't acknowledge me, but I know in my head that it's because he reacts, not acts, plus he's incredibly introverted. But it still made me question my self-esteem and everything he told me while we were dating. ANYWAYS, I'm content at where I am and I'm getting over my feelings for him.

I went to a Renn Faire first block break, which was freaking amazing! Then last block break I stayed here and was a part of Samhain, which was for C & G. We were pirates on a ship, and we were the crewmembers, and got drunk and 'buried' our treasure, and then made up a shanty, but were so drunk we forgot it. So the people playing had to go around and piece the song together from what each of us remembered. It was fun, though I got a little sick, due to the corset and some skittles. Uhmm...I went up to Wisconsin last weekend for an SCA event and archery, which were both amazingly cool. Tomorrow I'm going to my Grandma's in Shenandoah, then driving back here on Sunday for Serial Killer Sundays (where we watch Dexter). Then next week I'm driving to my Dad's out in Kentucky. These long drives are all in preparation for the 11-12 hour drive back home to Colorado for Winter Break haha.

I also have gotten sick....three times!!! First was the tonsillitis, where they gave me steroids. Then immediately after that, I got a sinus infection, where I was given antibiotics. Then, a week or so ago, I got tonsillitis again, and they only gave me antibiotics. I just got off of them...hopefully I won't get sick for a while haha.

I recently...like two weeks or so ago, put up two new poems. I just really haven't had time to write and stuff, nor have I felt inspirations really.

Well...that's everything XD Hopefully, things emotionally will be better for me haha
I hope everyone had a great Halloween and I hope everyone has a good Thanksgiving! XD

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